Last year was a traumatic year for me, searching my heart and discovering what I truly believed. I despaired of faith and life; I wondered why I existed; I doubted God's presence and forgiveness in my life; I was depressed and went through each day burdened; I questioned, "Is marriage worth it? Is family worth it? Is life worth it?"
During that time, I had written a quick email to my pastor which summed up the period of confusion in my life:
My pastor responded with an email which made me cry, especially this part: